So.. here I sit. Whether you know it or not my Grandfather (Louise's Dad) passed away on Monday. I've known him all my life and he's been Pap-Pap for as long as I can remember... and although I've seen him maybe 5 times in the past 10 years it's still incredibly sad to me that he's gone. He was a wonderful man. I'm even sadder that I can't be there for my Stepmom right now. My Grandfather lived in Arizona which is where the services will be. I can't afford a ticket and even if I could I've got nobody to cover my store. My sisters are going, I should be there too, but I can't, and that makes me even sadder. Which brings me back to "here I sit". Here I sit in my living room, crying and typing. Drew and Kaeleigh are both asleep, and I can't even call Mere, who I really want to vent to, because right now she is with Louise, and Louise needs her more.
I've read and re-read this post about 10 times now, debating publishing it. I try and keep my blog light, and fun.. but life's not always like that, right?
A Little Fall of Rain....
1 comments:
You might not have been there physically but you were there mentally and spiritually. Pap-pap knew that. He wasnt there anyway. He was everywhere looking down on all of us. I love you
your bud
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