I am getting married in 25 days. When the hell did this happen? Quite honestly here's what I'm freaking out about: In 25 days there will be an event I had to organize that will cost thousands and thousands of dollars, and I get one shot at it. Ever. Freaking out. And the thing that is sitting in the back of my mind is that I am most afraid that it's going to go by so fast I'm not even going to get a chance to enjoy it.
I've been having "not ready for the wedding" dreams every 2 weeks or so, usually about whatever I've been putting off. The other night in my dream I was riding around Sea Isle City on a bike carrying my wedding dress bag and trying to find my Dad who had a copy of the ceremony. This dream represents the 2 most current topics weighing on my mind right now, our ceremony is not written, and I have to place to hang my dress a weak before the wedding and let it "fall". I may have to enlist the help of one of my neighbors for this. Hopefully one of them will have place where they can hang it so the wrinkles come out.
My cousin(in-law) Jessica (pictured above with my cousin Christopher) was the happiest bride I ever saw. She truly beamed the whole reception. If I even had half as much fun as she looked to be having on her wedding day I'll consider myself very lucky.
2 comments:
You SO gained "cousin points" with Jessica on this one! More then I did by blogging about her dog!
I think it's neat your dreams are in Sea Isle City -- I remember many weekends there at your dads when we were kids.
Jessie was a beautiful bride, and you will be too. Just remember to try and take it in as it happens. I remember Jess saying that during their vows she thought to herself, "Listen to what you are saying." Remember that. I cannot wait for your big day!
You're too sweet Liz! Jenn is right - I MADE myself stop and take mental photos throughout the day. I wanted to remember saying my vows, seeing all my loved ones, eating my food, - ya know, the important things.
You are going to be a beautiful bride & you're going to have the time of your life.
And as a side note - I had the worst nightmares and panic attacks leading up to the wedding. I felt so unprepared that I almost went into denial ("Oh, I have a wedding to go to on Saturday - the bride is a great lady!") Totally normal - or we're both crazy. Either way - you're not alone!
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